Hey Diary,

So what's up in my life? Telling you the truth, Best Friend, I've been known to see more action. Medschool and physiology are getting just somewhat shy of a blur of days, and I'm still mainly waiting around to pack up and take off.
On the bright side, it's getting warmer, and the weekend was pretty cool. An old friend turned 25 and threw a big dinnerparty. A lot of old friends, acquaintances, classmates and what have you that I haven't seen for a good deal of time showed up. The dinner itself started out decently civilized, but in the long haul of the evening things got a bit wet, and I spent most of yesterday recuperating and watching movies. I'm not used to this kind of thing.

So. Now, it was, without a doubt, very nice to see everyone and get somewhat up to date, but... well Diary, you know me. It also made me feel a bit lonely. As if though I don't see people from my past years enough, or maybe as if I don't see people in general enough.
Yeah. It is, I think, something like that. I would muster a solution, but I'm feeling so inept in this regard. I don't know how to reach out anymore. Maybe all my time spent doing this has institutionalized me. Although, it's not always like this. Most of the times I decline going out, it is because I honestly don't want to. But now... I feel lonely.

Man, listen to that. I feel so lonely - wah, wah, wah. I am such a nerd. How come I don't know anyone to go out and do some serious partying and drown all my sorrows with? And where are all the nerdy girls? Goddamn typical. I'm just going to sit right here as usual and read books and watch movies and hope there is someone out there who will one day sweep into my life and un-lonely:ify me.

And I feel worse now than when I started. This doesn't help. For once, you cannot help me.
Ok. Slow down. Enough of that. I know. I'm on top. I'm in control. Meeting people,
is easy.

Right?

In the mean time, sleep tight, and I'll be back to tell you about some stuff I've picked up on. It's pretty cool.